Awoke with a Key

I guess you could say I like to live on the atypical hypothetical edge with a good overview of the meaningless down below. Every once in a while I trick myself into believing if I jump off that edge it would be the ultimate adrenaline rush, seeing people below calling me down I tend to lose sight of why I'm up above in the first place. But then I remember, seeing the truth about those below... to jump would only mean my atypical hypothetical pointless demise and I have too much to lose.