God is SUPER good.

I thank him in this moment, every moment. How great is my God! He gives me what I need and I cannot ask for more. His Will is sufficent. Though I am scared I do not fear, he is with me. Who can be against us? I know his Will is amazing and I love him. Even when I don't understand or don't like what's happening I have faith that it's for the absolute best. I had my over the phone interview this morning with Bank of America. I hope I did well, I think I did well. I was told that my resume would be sent to their Market Dept and to corporate security for approval and then I would be called to schedule a face to face interview. I have about a week for that whole process so it's very nerve racking. In the middle of all that big changes are happening and I have to remain confident and cheerful above all. I have so many things to be grateful for and I must always remember the Lord in it all because he is the reason I have opportunity, he is the reason I have ability, and he is the reason I find purpose.

*Discerning God's Will -

Pray for God's Will and ask for what is within his Will. To know his Will you must know what he wants for his people, what glorifies him. I know that the Lord wants every able bodied person to work, to labor for his glory, to provide what is within their ability just as he provides all. I know that God wants to teach us, he wants us to understand who is and through that we encounter struggles. We are asked to take up our cross everyday in rememberance of him. We are called to be faithful (at all times), to be cheerful in spirit, to love all, and remember his laws. And we do all of this because he is great!

I try to pray with patience for only his Will and I hope that the things I pray are also things he wants for me. That's all I can do. Do my best, prepare, and live the life he gives. I pray that everything works out with this position and that by next month I am Personal Banker at Bank of America and by August I will be a graduate student :o)