Vexation and On the Verge

I am utterly confused and it's not about the typical daily struggles of my own life but of a large matter surrounding all of our lives and most specifically those I love most. Why, oh why... on Earth are there people out there that are so unhappy with their lives that they have to bring others down with them? I am very vexed on this issue. I wish one of these people could enlighten me in such a way that I would understand this twisted way of living, however all of these people are living in a selfish, arrogant, ugly pit of denial so they would never indicate themselves and also... I couldn't understand them truly even if I tried REALLY hard.

However, I will take the next few minutes to rant and explore my own philosophy on life. Personally, I have always been one to love another even those I dislike... I still love. This is the nature of my heart, I cannot expect others to do this also but I assume that at least those who love Christ would at least attempt to share this trait also. Lately I have been on the verge of sharing a piece of my mind to few certain individuals that I feel should be exposed in their nasty ways. I wish most of all that I could enlighten their hearts and help them to develop a loving, compassionate character... but unfortunately habits are hard to break.

Throughout the last few years of my life I've come to feel a strong need to help those who I feel are being treated unjustly even if it isn't my place. I think I'm pretty good about keeping my words to myself but sometimes it's hard to know when to intercede. I'm typically not a confrontational person either so when I do confront someone it is because my bones literally cannot hold me back.

I cannot stand seeing a soul being crushed, I cannot stand by and watch someone I love being hurt mentally, physically, emotionally... period. Especially family! You mess with family and you better be willing to take a wicked blow and I'm ready to start punching (figuratively of course).

:op