Being True.

Sometimes I wish my heart would be easier on me. I don't understand why things have to be difficult or why I make them so. All I know is that half the time I'm pulled one way and the other I'm pulled in the opposite direction. It's hard to know which one is right. Everyone says, "listen to your heart" or "listen to God" but what if I can't discern those voices? I hate more than anything feeling stuck and that's where I feel right now. I just wanna shake off all my baggage, all the people that are clinging to me... and be free, for once. Is that too much to ask? Am I being unreasonably selfish?


I think the only answer is the one I gave a friend of mine last night, "all you can do is be true to yourself first and then let everyone else know where you stand."