Errr

Today is a bad day. No one really knew it was but now everyone can know. I am aggitated, irritated, frustrated, not happy. My head hurt, it's throbbing... seriously painful. I just want to run... away. I want to keep running even though I know I can't run forever. I don't mean in the figurative sense I mean literally. I feel trapt and annoyed, I seriously am hating everything. What a horrible mood to be in! That's why I'm venting. I just want to go away for a few months, maybe a year. Where? I have to effing idea... just go. I want my hair to grow back. I'm totally just throwing whatever I feel like out there. I want to stop drinking and smoking so much. I'm aging. I want to go back to the church and mean it. I don't want to be concerned with worldly things anymore... I'm tired of overanalyzing the same shit over and over just switching out names and locations.