INCONCEIVABLE!

Today is a black eyeshadow and lots of eyeliner type of day :op

IT FEELS AMAZING OUTSIDE and I am sadly stuck in my banking shell of a workplace unable to enjoy it. I think I'll just turn up the A/C to make it feel like beach weather in doors. Unfortunately I am still also stuck listening to this god awful elevator music. I am honestly considering forking out an unruly amount of money just to get an iPhone so I can entertain myself through uneventful days. The blackberry is just not cutting it. It's days like today where I will either have a lot of free time or none at all. Korey is staying home with severe back pain and it's Trina's half day. So, my boss and I are left for the rest of the day. Lol, without saying something I shouldn't I will say it shall be extremely interesting. Possibly a challenge. I have to admit... I like being the only one behind the teller wall. My boss stays in his office, typically on the phone, possibly calculating things, thinking about golf and occasionally sitting down with clients... and days like this I can run the show. HAHA!!! I feel so powerful, as I should be. LOL jk.

On to a tangent- Ever since I got a massage a couple days ago I feel like my back is broken. Lol. Needless to say it's very uncomfortable. Standing is the only thing that soothes it temporarily. I'm also having one of those clothing days where I want to throw a minor tantrum on the floor and rip all my clothes off! It's similar to those tantrums you used to throw as a child when you couldn't get your shoes off fast enough. That's how I feel when I wear something uncomfortably tight around my lungs such as a bra. Damn bras... ruining my life! Ok not really but still, they aren't fair to have to wear. I think eating some Gushers will appease me for now, mmmm.

Speaking of bras in some unconnected triangulated way... I need to find the perfect Halloween Costume. I want to make a trip to the Halloween Superstore soon (mostly to play) but maybe I'll find something. I'm kind of tired of all the same options. I'm also tired of having to fit into the stereotypical "sexy" outfit for Halloween Parties... boring. To make up for that disgrace to Halloween I will be scaring the poop out of little children Halloween night in my neighborhood. Hands down the best part of Halloween is being able to scare someone or at least have someone leave your presence thinking, "that was a freakin awesome". Depending on how much money I want to spend will determine the greatness of my haunted trick-or-treat experience for the children. Lol, I would love to get a fog machine, have the music playing, stuff in the front lawn, crazy lights, massive amounts of fake blood... etc. Maybe a staged murder scene in the front entry way of my home... that could be evil and awesome :)


ONLY 2 MORE MONTHS TILL MY POPS COMES HOME!!!! (Hopefully)
** Daddy - since I know you read this ;) I hope you're coming home for Christmas!!! Rhett is getting so big! And he's starting to show his temperment, which is much like Hannah's... go figure! Babysitting for 7hrs this past weekend was a challenge for the mere fact that he never wants to be put down and he always wants to be fed. Not only does he not want to be put down but he prefers that you hold in him upright and walk around the house so that he can see everything there is to see and if you stay in one place too long he gets pissed off. Haha! Wow. Miss you! Love you!!! Hope work is going okay and Popeye and Olive are getting along well! Can't wait to come visit. *also I could be wrong but I believe that you can comment on my blog posts even though you don't have an account, just thought you should know just in case you want to*

I think this blog might go on forever...

So tonight I am contemplating attending another dance class. I have the option of going to a Hip Hop class at 7:30 or a Clogging class at 6:30... I really want to try out clogging because it's much like tapping, a little different technique but I know I'd love it. On the the other hand Hip Hop is a lot of fun and a good workout... I guess we'll see, maybe I'll do both!

I think it also time to see a movie and go on a trip... and then go to a show. I'm kind of craving a mixture of those things. I think October will be a fabulous month for all three :o) So many ideas and so little time.

Unfortunately now... time for an early lunch and some tylenol.

Some Flaw lyrics that randomly pop in my brain every few weeks...
"maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer.
to overcome the grieving of lifes unruly lessons. i'm handed
in sucession. it builds my pain which makes me strong.
It's mine, it's pure and as decent as i can make myself.
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive."