I won't lie, I have had a great many things on my mind lately. I am making one of the bigger transitions in my life with graduating. I am still in dire need of continuing school so hopefully I find the perfect place. That dilemma in and of itself worries me. I am still wondering as to where my career will lead and how I will eventually get there. As I have mentioned below, my parent's divorces weighs on me unneccesarily. My obligations to be caretaker to the world (ok, not really the world but everything surrounding me lately) has really beaten me down quite a bit, again unnecessarily.
I'll tell you exactly what it feels like... imagine treading water in the ocean for about 2 hours and then trying to keep your head above water as a storm approaches and the waves start crashing down around you. That is exactly what I feel like lately minus the swallowing of water, don't get me wrong I definitely have really great moments and bursts of energy that keep my head high about the water but for the most part I'm still treading madly. However... despite being exhausted by this process of figuring things out I am starting to feel better and more confident in my abilities to make it to shore (or see the light as they say)
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